IMO, the summer thing is just your AV talking. Dee's right, that is just the fantasy.
Play the tape in your mind....all the way to the end of the story. Walk yourself mentally through what really happens when alcoholics drink and play that tape through the afternoon and all the way to the next morning hangover.
Congrats on 55 days! I have found that about every 60 days I stumble because I get too complacent. Don't take the AV's bait!!!