Originally Posted by
Itsmytime1234 
With the warm weather coming the mind starts to wander about summer cocktails and ice cold beer. I thought the longer u go the easier it is. But I'm starting to think its harder because u forget how bad things really were, easy to test the waters again and see if this time will be different. I know what the answer is, but still crosses my mind.
Well done on 55 days. I understand completely. Today, or over the next few days, you may want to take some time and write down all the consequences that resulted from drinking. Along with that, write down all the benefits of not drinking. Our memories can be very selective. We remember the good times that came from our drinking and forget all the bad times. Forcing ourselves to remember the bad times can help keep you focused on staying sober.