GF Dumped me last night, Today is day 1 4/4/14
So while my girlfriend was away for a month I decided to reduce my drinking by a lot. I kept a log and I only drank once every 3-4 days in March. Each time I drank though, I drank until I passed out. GF doesn't live with me and has no clue about my drinking problem. Never really needed to tell her. Anyway, I was at work, and I had this feeling that something bad was going to happen. So I went home and I started drinking. Within an hr she messaged me and started the breakup conversations. It was a long battle and I was drunk for most of it... so I don't remember most of it... thank goodness for that.
So today I'm single. I'm ready to quit drinking and smoking as well.
If any of you are curious to know why she broke up with me, it was because her family would never accept be because of my race. Which really sucks because I wish I had done something to deserve it the break up. It would be easier to digest. Anyway, I'm feeling very alone tonight...