Hey guys,
IOP was dreadful, it made me angry and sick to my stomach. I posted the experience in Newcomer's thread, so I won't be posting it twice - long ranty read. I do that, doh!
I'm saddened at the same time. I was so nervous, yet hopeful - I felt nervous/sick to go, only to be sickened when I left. I honestly shocked at the behavior I sat through.
I had high hopes, but I'm not sure how this IOP will end. I'm either going to do nothing and leave (seems not right-I'm paying for this), submit a complaint and leave(leaning towards this), or talk to the counselor, **** them off and then won't want to go back.
Oh well. Bad day, my college plan got all messed up too, but that's minor. Just may have to take an extra class. Heh, I actually thought the mess up would mean I could do MORE IOP longer, and I was happy - silver lining? Oh well.
Still sober and happy about it. Actually - my anger didn't really trigger a craving - odd! COOL!
