I'll tell you what....I'm learning more and more that the center of all my problems is certainly addiction.
ADDICTION.
Which has led me to do all of the substances I've ever touched in my life; and addictive habits...never ever doing anything in moderation..
Found a website that says until I can unlearn all of my learned behaviors that I learned to evade as a kid, I'll never truly over come addiction. (found here;
http://gettinbetter.com/addiction.html)
Any truth to that statement?