I'm just checking in to share that I decided to go to this local place to register for counseling of some kind. I have been putting it off for weeks. Cravings are really hard this afternoon, and I've got to do something more for myself. Feeling lousy just leads me to think more about my ex and how crappy the situation is, my jealousy flares, and I just hate myself. I hate coming on here and complaining, I'm sorry. One hour I'm feeling so good and the next I feel so empty and sad I just want to drink it away.
Hopefully this will be the start of feeling better. I love sobriety but I need more, I know I do.
Thanks for listening.