Taproot,
Yes I keep hearing it gets easier. I am very happy that I can remove myself from situations but it's still not easy driving all of these fresh emotions around and breaking old habits.
Today I rode the bike for a while and realized that it's April, and for me, that always meant rosé season. I caught myself planning to swing by the liquor store to buy a bottle of rosé to celebrate the coming of spring like I have every year for about 10 years.
Nope. I had to ride my butt straight back home and eat something.
My AV tried to seduce me into a spring relapse