I should of gone back to work with my job it gives adrenalin rushes witch will help with dopamine production but I knew no way could I lift patients or be a good medic on a wreck scene or do CPR etc oh dear lord lol I never would of made it! I still have about 1 week and a few days before I have to go back but really looking forward to it I love my job I'm such a trauma junkie oh lord the addictive personalites never stop