So I joined back in August and thought I was going to be different and not slip, not realizing that this will be an issue with me FOREVER. I went through 2 periods of abstaining for 2+ months and thought I had it licked. Then when temptation kicked in I thought I could handle "just Friday nights", which then led to some Saturdays to get through the hangover from last night. Well this week there were 3 days in total and I am absolutely disgusted with myself. I know better and I want better and so I'm back because I feel anonymously I can get the support I need to go back to fully abstaining, because that is my only option. I have been on the path to sobriety and I know how good it feels. I knew if I didn't post today and make this commitment to myself I would quickly end up going in the wrong direction. I am so thankful for all of you.
