Originally Posted by
cocopuff3315 
I think I am going to a meeting tonight for the first time I am so tired of this cycle.
worried about you
as you are as you know in a very high risk group (possible disease and or death)
the meeting is a great idea
stick with the meetings for a while
you will meet many sober ones
who when they speak of their past will remind you of you
there can be recovery from all of this -- for you -- just waiting
MM