Originally Posted by
PaperDolls 
I love that you're checking to see which meetings are best for you. That's all you can do.
That's what willingness is sistah.
This is a very good point. Just the fact you are going out of your comfort zone says a lot. And that is a positive things, means you are at least being open to it and trying it.
Recovery is not easy and there are lots of different programs out there. Everyone has to find what works for them. What works for one person, might not work for another.
I myself incorporate 3 different programs (WFS, SMART, AA) because I don't get 100% what I need from just one. So I take the things I need and are positive for ME from each of them and leave the rest behind. This is what I have found that works for me.