Originally Posted by
LoveMeNow 
Cynical one has a great blog with a wealth of information.
I will find you an article about how our brain chemistry changes after being in a relationship with addict. Be right back!
Can you possibly get that article to me as well? I can't get my head straight. The few minutes when I realize I can be free are so wonderful. The sense of relief is unreal. Then my thoughts of him on his own without my stability creep in as well as hearing all the times he has told me it's my fault. I start to lose it and lose my resolve.