How do you make a day 1 when you really don't feel like it?
I made 49 days earlier this year then fell off. I have appointment with addiction services tomorrow to do my "initial interview". But my head is not in the game. I want it to be in the game but, it is like, the stars aren't aligned... I know all the reasons I need to stop drinking intellectually but my id is getting in my way! I want tomorrow to be day 1 but I am worried it won't be.