Hi there, it doesn't matter about the label, its how you feel, and you feel unhappy, so in you, in your heart, you have the strength to sort it out. It may not be easy, but you can do it.... only you can do it, no bag of excuse. If you want it, chase it with all you have.... then if you wake in the night, you can roll over, and go back to sleep!
Good luck, and use this forum to chat, it really helps, there is some great info, inspirational people and friendly help... no judgemental crap, just everyone moving in the same direction. x