Howdy Ididit
Thank you for very kind and encouraging words.
Most of cravings are gone, sleeping is improving, still some hot and cold spells and the smells are a constant companion. I feel my body comming back. I think I looking close to taking breath for the first time in my life, that will be the day I celebrate. I am not sure what day that will be, but I think it is in sight. To day I am going start playing guitar as I did before it. I wonder if my music will change.
I read a fair amount. Oddly text books and science related, I guess it is when I was chemist. That brings something to mind, I think that is why I looked at what I have gone through and going through in kinda detached way. Like a problem that needs a solution.