Originally Posted by
boombox 
Hi all, found myself falling off the wagon over the last couple of months. I'm getting tired of beating myself up after a night out. Just wanna be able to go out and not drink.
So here it goes again. Really need to keep checking in on this forum. Its such a good form of support. I know that this is the right path for me and all of us. Just wish it wasn't so damn hard.
Welcome, Boombox!
It might be hard, but you might want to consider avoiding being around liquor for a while, i.e. places that serve, friends that drink/pressure you to drink.
If it was easy, we wouldn't need places like SR. We'd all just decide not to drink anymore and it would be done.
Things worth having are worth fighting for.
If weekends are a trigger for you, check in with the weekend support thread:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...3-21-23-a.html