Originally Posted by
Nonsensical 
I'm not sure I understand the question.
My boss is an annoying dork, and I feel like keying his car. But I don't.
The new employee is a hottie and I feel like suggesting 15 minutes of naughtiness in the broom closet. But I don't.
I feel like having a drink. But I don't.
I have a rational thought processor in my head, and I use it.
I guess my rational processor is busted. I have no filter. I'm still driven by my desires far more than I should be, and yes I say things I shouldn't and do things I shouldn't. What some people have told me is that I have to learn the difference between pleasure (wanting it RIGHT NOW) and joy (self esteem that grows when pleasure is denied).