YEAH! I too had to DRAG myself to a meeting. I can't actually say that I'm an "a....." But I'm working on it. I am worried that this is going to be awfully hard if I can't get by step 1.
BUT - I went anyway - and it is really an amazing experience isn't it.
I keep wondering - are these people really this nice to all people all the time - or are they just nice during the meeting. Do these people never honk at anyone or roll their eyes at a stranger in the grocery store or what? Because - if the world was this nice to complete and total strangers all the time - what a wonderful world it would be...
I'm glad I went. I am going to go again too. I keep making a deal with myself. "Give it another day - then decide...." So far, so good. Its only been 3 weeks, but in my world that is a really really long time.