Originally Posted by
MrFixit63 
I have read a lot of good advice on here today. Thank you very much I'm going to need all the help I can get this time. I am tired of making excuses for myself this time it's got to be win win win.
I have no idea how many start overs I have left in me so this one is going to count.
I keep hearing in meetings that "none of us got here on a winning streak."
Good news is that it starts now. Just don't drink, and keep looking for support - in whatever way you're led to do that.