Day 77. All is well
Today is the 77th day without Alcohol.
What I'm surprised by is how my life has open up. Tomorrow I pay for a course, which is work related, that leads to an Internationally recognised qualification.
I cleared and planted my garden, discovered that my house is filthy....
Before, I drank to blackout every day. Convinced myself I 'passed', that no one outside friends knew. In my delusions I had myself convinced I was wearing well.
Friends, I looked like death. No amount of expensive fake tan fides the grey complexion of a seasoned lush.
Now I'm working out, lost 3 inches off my waist.
Thanks Sober Recovery, couldn't have done it without you.
Alcohol can not take away how I feel today, my Beast can and will try, but I'll keep the guards posted.