Hi Mygirl. Congrats on 51 days with an alcoholic husband. I couldn't do it. I had to leave my husband. It hurt (still huts too) like heck, but I had no choice. I had to fix myself. I could not remain sober and stick to my program. As of right now, he continues to drink daily and goes through easily 5 gallons of whiskey a weekend between him and his new live in girlfriends (yes there are more than one now) That is his side of the street and I stay very far away from it. It is the path he has chosen and I am not responsible for it and I do not control it. I pray that you find a way to work through it. It's going to be very hard for you. And I will be keeping you in my thoughts. Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Wishing you all the best.