This is my first post. I have hovered here time and time again. Started to register but did not. I just read a few posts that mirror my position in so many ways. So again... Day one. Guilt, anxiety, regret, jitters and fear... Almost makes the craving feel insignificant. My longest sobriety was 6 months. It must be different this time.
So tired of my cycle. This time I am here with you all... Maybe this time. Day one... Again.