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Old 03-17-2014, 05:54 AM
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Noolan
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Originally Posted by Shoshie8 View Post
Morning sober Marchers!

I think I might need to work on not to be so borderline neurotic about how much sleep I am/am not getting, depth of brain fog and just get going.

I'm also trying, and struggling to be honest, to strike a balance between embracing sobriety as a new way of being, nurturing it, being constantly vigilant about drinking triggers and not becoming mentally obsessed with it.

It's on my mind when I wake up, last thing I think about when I go to sleep. And taking up a lot of the day thinking about it too. Probably because I've got some time off right now, but still..

I guess I'd like to feel more comfortable and integrated with my sobriety, like it's ticking over in the background of my life and not dominating my every waking thought. Does it change over time, I wonder? I feel like I'm breaking in a fabulous new pair of shoes

Anyway, hello Day 10! Clear head, blue skies this end.

Have a great sober day x
I've been wondering the same thing. Also did I think about drinking as much as I do not drinking?
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