Originally Posted by
Cow 
How is going, FT? Is today big push like you plan?
No, today was a big waste (BTW, is it just me - or does posting in this thread make you want to give up on all articles of speech? I practically posted "No, today is big waste").
I had 4 martinis, beer, wine and just entirely too much last night so as soon as I woke up I thought "I am not dealing with this hangover"...and hair of the dog ensued.
I am pretty knee deep in the wine right now, but barely feel buzzed. This makes me worried for what is ahead for me in the days to come. I really *can* stop. I have done it before. And I need to. I just have to stop this.
Sorry, not much more interesting to say right now. Disgusted with self sums it up.