Just an update, I am on day 42 (I think lol) and still going strong, I cant believe I have made it this far it is the best I have done since I started drinking years ago and I feel like I have even more control of my sobriety now than I did the first week. I started seeing a therapist and I am feeling much better inside and in a much better mood towards everyone. I cant wait to see what life has in store for me in the future.