Well said patman, that is the reality of it really isnt it? Lying in a hospital bed or on the streets all for that quick buzz that goes oh so quickly
I understand the cravings though, really does get too much sometimes doesnt it? I just put on some tv or take a bath, do anything really and ride it out. I just keep thinking I cannot have a drink, to me it is poison. You can do it, and Im glad you didnt give in