So sorry this happened to you. I was also molested as a child and I remember it as young as 3 or 4 and up to 14. I have two recurring dreams/nightmares I can't make total sense out of, but one of them I can guess what causes it yet I can't remember the actual event.
I have this nightmare quite often, something is in my mouth, I am gagging and I keep trying to get it out but it's impossible. The 2'nd dream is my hands are huge and I can barely move them. They hurt and I can't even bend my fingers because they are swollen to twice their size.
I've always thought these nightmares have something to do with being molested but can't remember details.
It truly does screw a child up for life.
Prayers for you.