Hi Kissimee,
I can imagine how that would be. I think for me, it would help to have a plan to follow, for a while anyway, until I was comfortable with going out. Do you have any friends who don't drink? Do you have any hobbies, or interests you can focus on intently, to get yourself back out there? Perhaps after successful outings for a while, you may feel more at ease.
I love museums, art, nature, painting, birdwatching. Do you go to AA meetings or something like that? I understand that they have get togethers, which would give you some social fun.
good luck to you, and good for you, for taking care of yourself!
chicory