LMN....keep taking care of you. You are doing an awesome job. The toughest part for me was reaching a decision.....once the decision was made.....that was 75% of the battle. It doesn't mean there isn't still hard work to be done but the toughest part is behind you.
I suspect that you'll have some good days and some bad days ahead. But hopefully the good days will feel good enough that you'll want to work hard to make each day as good as it can be.
Living in the moment, walking mindfully.......helps me tremendously.
Big hugs
ke