Hi Displacedgrits,
Glad you are back. What happened? Drinking sure doesn't help to dispel those negatve thoughts. I have a had a couple of the ones you mentioned recently and I certainly would have drank on them in the past I see that as futile as trying to extinguish a fire with gasoline. I am a member of AA and I would recommend you get back to the program or something. I don't get to many because of where I live but I do follow the program.
Please keep reading and posting, I like/liked your posts a lot.
Welcome back
CaiHong