Two more packing days to go and my things will be moved to another state. Today was difficult and painful but I kept moving forward. I feel thankful I don't need to run out and numb myself. I can deal with life on life's term not matter how hard it may be at times.
I have had a lot of love and support from some wonderful people, which has helped.
My STBXAH continues to contact me, wanting me to move in with him. For the most part, I do not engage. I have not told him my plans, I don't think it's any of his business any more. But I don't mind saying.......I kind of wish I was a fly on the wall when he does learn the truth. I know he thinks "she will give in." Why wouldn't he?? I always have. This time is different and although I know I shouldn't care about his reaction........I still do in some ways.
