I've decided and it was suggested that I check out ACOA. I grew up in an alcoholic home and realize that I have the scars as many of us do here. It has been implied that I am an alcoholic and yes, I flatly deny that. Call it what you will, "denial", "don't want to see", whatever the cliches are, I know that doesn't fit.
I'm here to learn from ALL of you. I feel this is a fit. Will just view the board and learn and hopefully will grow and not remain stunted.