Welcome SeemFine! You sounds like me - I was a binge drinker first (with periods of non drinking in between) and I always thought I just had a problem with moderation, because it wasn't like I had to drink every day.
If you are anything like me and you keep this up though, you will see that soon it (the binge drinking) becomes an almost every day thing, as your tolerance builds. It took me over 8 YEARS between when I first registered here and now - to finally do something about it. Wasted time! What I would give to have those years sober. I am proud of you for thinking about this NOW instead of waiting! Good luck!