Feeling like a failure
Ugh why is it I'm so quick to feel like crap, treat myself like crap and let others take me for granted. I feel like a failure and am giving up on trying to give up pot. I just don't think I can without turning to alcohol.
Day 2 sober and I've had a cone each day. I'm hanging for a drink due to **** hitting the fan resulting in a big blowup between my brother and me. Now I feel isolated in my own house and just want to get blind drunk and not care at all about anything.