I agree with Garden mamma. I realized that I only wanted to hear my daughters voice and found reasons to call her. But what happened every time was me getting on that roller coaster with her and it always totally zapped all of my energy and put me in a horrible mood. ,I can see today that it was not the right decision at the time. Continue no contact; I know it is difficult but it will benefit you and your son. Your explanations to him will fall on deaf ears. You are doing a great job! Hang in there. Know that others here on this site are cheering you on!
