I appreciate the advice from you all, there's a little more behind it all. I feel like I'm friends with some really self absorbed people; my best friend constantly wants to drink even though she knows i'm trying to quit, my other one is trying to convince me to smoke weed instead(which been there done that, and i hate it regardless), and the other good friend of mine thinks she needs to one up me, and tells me my life isn't bad so there's no need for me to drink.
i feel like hitting my head against a wall.