That's what he's trying to do.. he sent me a letter asking me to meet him at the place our first date. Wants to start over. was take me to dinner and take me out and take me to church. Not asking much of me just for me to give him the opportunities to do that. Maybe it's been all the lies cheating and being treated like junk for two years and all the Being treated like Junk. The sociopathic tendencies. Maybe I just will always think badly of him and that's what I can't determine right now. But it scares me that he's not an active program he's doing everything he says to make himself healthy and it's showing. Going back to school straight A's in school for a semester, still he just doesn't seem rational.