Um - your not a year sober. You might not have had a drink in a year, which is commendable but smoking weed is not sober.
Also trading addictions is NOT a legitimate reason. Cancer is and a cancer patient smoking weed is not sober either.
It sounds like you need help and as you can see even with a year you did not get better by traditing addictions.
Sorry if my comments seem obtuse or pithy but you sound like me an addict. I am addicted to lots of things and those things and substances are not the reason for my addiction. When they were removed I was not cured either - recovery starts with sobriety but is much much more.