Thanks ya'll! I have to admit, the car ride there was quite eye opening. I hadn't even been worrying about drinking at dinner until I got in the car. Suddenly my mind began twisting things, then it was like and had a devil on on shoulder and an angel on the other, arguing about whether to drink or not. Almost like I was a bystander, listening to those two voices duke it out. When the server came and asked the dreaded question "So, what would you like to drink"? The voice was gone, I was me, and without hesitation, "Water please" came flying out of my mouth. Might've even yelled the words just to shut it down before it could get back in head!
I'm I won this battle, but the war continues I'm still standing and ready to fight!
Originally Posted by
Rush2112 
That's fantastic IntheEnd... I have been worried about going out, myself. Congrats.
Thanks! And Rush2112?!?!?!?!?!?! Rush is my favorite band ever! Saw them 7 times back in the day! Hence my screen name "In the End"! Rock on!