I agree with you fully. I'm encouraged to hear your story. It's heartening my goals to continue. Clarity is what I'm aiming for as well. I feel like my interests are getting stronger because it's so much to learn . I would love to do what your doing.I have tried searching for something at a entry level that correlates with those topics,like research positions .Still looking and of course I want to further my education as well but first I have to focus my intentions on what is important instead of being distracted by negative influences...excuse my run ons I'm just swyping away