Great post Betterlife. I have been reading many posts to help me get on track again, and can definitely relate to you. My wife is also a normal drinker, and I want to be the one to drive home. I have been cutting down, and have had nothing since this past Wednesday. Wish you luck for the future! By the way, while reading your post I see you are from Jersey. Me too. People around here just love to drink, and I think that makes it easier for us to not stand out.