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Old 02-25-2014, 09:11 AM
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Originally Posted by StayStrong33 View Post
AO, I have to try hard to keep that in mind. Sometimes I start to feel like those feelings are actually who I am but its the alcohol causing me to change.
Yes exactly ! I spent so many years wither drunk or hungover. I legitimately did not have an inkling who I was.

I thought I was an anxious, guilt ridden, weak and wobbly hot mess.

Turns out, after a few months, Im finding out I'm a pretty tough broad. And gentle to boot.

But you gotta put the bottle down for the fog to start to lift. Otherwise its just a never ending cycle of doom and gloom.
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