We aren't together...technically. He can date whoever he wants, as can I. Although the purpose of the break was to see if the relationship was something we both wanted to continue. Okay, well him. Being the codie I am, why I could continue in this thing until it got so bad I had no way out.
I've reached an obsessive part of me now. I'm controlling it better than usual, but man do I want to let loose. He's just set up his date with this woman tomorrow...who is just so thrilled he chose to meet her since, in her words, he is such a handsome, warm and kind person.
I have hit a whole new area with this now. One I've been to before, but I thought I had gotten over.
My stomach hurts. Why the hell did I put myself back here again? Dammit.