I am a binge drinker myself. Its just another one of those springs in our head. Now, nothing is accidental here. If you chose not to work on sobriety, not to progress and heal and become recovered then that is a choice YOU MAKE. Choosing to drink is not accidental. No stranger comes walking up to you and forces a drink down your throat. No way. Our actions are choice. We chose to stand up, walk or drive to the liquor store, choose our drink, pay for the drink, walk home or to the back alley of the liquor and we choose to crack open the cap, we choose to lift the bottle to our lips and we choose to drink. Many steps in this Accidental Drinking lie we tell ourselves. A normal person just has one or two drinks, an alcoholic will lie to themselves thinking they are normal, but never having just one or two drinks. We drink to oblivion. Why is this? We want to change the way we feel.