Burnt out and lost hope
That just about sums me up. I need to vent. I am so sick of my A's selfishness and sense of entitlement. I've been waiting for 8 months and he has had a multitude of reasons why he can't be a good partner, family member, supporter of the household, etc. etc. Blah, blah, blah. I am at the point where I don't care why anymore. I probably shouldn't say this, but who cares. Work every day the way the rest of us do, go to AA everyday if that what keeps you sober, pray cuz you say you're a Christian, and live honestly.......
I'm at the point I'm opening my mouth with ultimatums. Not that it does any good with this controller. "I don't want to talk to you, LATER"...... I'm sick of his controlling attitude.
I'm feeling like this relationship is hopeless and I'm a fool for trying 112% for a yr. now.........
HELP