Thank-you. I feel okay, generally, because I am independent, have a career and basically am making my way. However, I feel like I have lost yet, another family, a life, a partner, a future etc. I was so afraid of this happening. I wish he would go to AA and try to be better, or at least take ownership over what I am seeing and experiencing. But, alas, the VERY POINT OF ALANON. Stop focusing on him. Focus on yourself. Okay...okay...