incredible temptation
It's day 4 for me and I'm having a hard time. Instead of being happy and refreshed i have been incredibly, irrationally irritated. I am determined to make it to day 5 because day 4 is usually when i falter.
My step mom and my dad went out for the night and I'm staying with them. They were having some cocktails before they left. (Thank goodness they didnt ask me if i wanted one i might have said yes). They have a full bar in the house which i could have avoided but the hardest part is they left the vodka sitting out on the kitchen table. I went to get a glass of water and the bottle is just sitting there.
I wish this wasn't so difficult for me. i just have to remind myself why im doing this.