much needed motivation
so i was in a good place, getting better at accepting my situation, and starting to find strength to move forward and climb this incredible mountain my AH has left behind for me.
It seems he has now begun a campaign to attack me in everyday possible. Which, considering the restraining order, means trying to get to me through our son, my family and friends and trying to hurt me financially as well. His truck is in my name and I don't think he's paying it. We had to file Chapter 13, because of his addiction, and he's called the bankruptcy attorney to tell him I have 401K money from when he was fired. We are almost through the 13, and now I am in danger of losing that money, (all I have to keep my house for a while, now that Im down to one income), and having to start that all over. Of course he didn't mention the $10,000 in four months he took from the money to support his crack habit.
I will have to file taxes independently since he won't cooperate, which will cost more. I feel helpless to stop it. Almost positive he is using again. My father talked to him last night and said he was over the top paranoid and had never heard him like that. He said he doesn't trust me, that he needs to protect himself.
Waiting for my divorce summons, we go to court March 3. for his violation of my restraining order. He will be served that day. I am terrified of what he will do. Live in constant anxiety of whats coming next.
But I know I need to stay strong for my kids and to get through.
Anyone further down this road?? Does it ever get better??