tomorrow is finally here again
I finally had had enough again. Back on 9/30/2004 was the date I joined AA. made it around 14 months sober if my memory serves me right (which it probably doesn't). then decided I could drink like a normal person again, and chose to hide my addiction from a gal I was seeing and thus started the mostly blurry last 9 years of my life. got my AA book back out this morning and found my blatant errors. my last wife (now ex) begged me to get help with the problem I chose not to acknowledge for way too long. couldn't sleep so I thought I would get on here and put a couple thoughts out on my first post. I would think to myself tomorrow I will quit. tomorrow has arrived. just kind of sad it took so many years and the pain I know I've caused again never had to happen. oh how hindsight is always 20/20. seems like it's going to be a sleepless night. used to be I would just pass out. today is a new beginning. the next chapter of my life.