Mel, sorry this is so late but HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! You are awesome! And I don't even hate you for sunbathing when I'm stuck in the frozen tundra, because it's your anniversary!!
Wow v, that was shiver inducing symbolic. Very cool (not for the glass, but I'm sure you have other things to remember mum with). And I lovelovelove your advice to a year ago us. Spot on.
Liss dear, NOBODY is "just a drunk," least of all you. You can do this kiddo. Get that crap out of your system, off the table of options, and get to know the wonderful, sober, real you.
Liss and 1step, stay in aa, leave aa. Post more here, kick back and read. Do life ring, go to therapy, park your butts in a rehab unit... Who gives a rats ass what you choose as long as it's good for you and helps you. You both are so much better than this!